People Change

It's amazing to see how people change. I've read it somewhere that there's a word for it call "Grow up"

Take myself as an example, I used to be:

1. Happy
2. Active
3. Have faith in people
4. love makeup
5. love exploring
6. Feel free
7. Doing things I love
8. Have passion at my job
9. No goals
10. Waste money
11. Fantasize my happy marriage life
12. Irresponsible

It has only been 2 years, and I've:

1. Got married
2. Have a daughter
3. Stopped going to the gym
4. Stopped feeling happy
5. Stopped obsessing over makeup
6. Used the same palette for over a month (that never happen after I discover makeup) 
7. Started loosing passions
8. Started feeling unhappy everyday
9. Started feeling I am not myself
10. Discovered there's no fantasy
11. Discovered Marriage life sucks
12. Started saving
13. Started to be responsible
14. Started goals

I used to feel I can do anything, but now I feel miserable.